Sunday, August 12, 2007

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Heart Fart

When your holding on to an ex your definatley wasting time.But whos? you and the ex's because you can just say fuck all the bull and be together and work out the problems? or..
You and someone new that you could be with instead of holding on to the past?
Whos time are you wasting?

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

After happily ever after is over...

Finally after two years of feeling sorry for myself,blaming my ex and drinking like a alcoholic in a free bar Ive finally started to feel like the old me. I said it once before but made a mistake in thinking I can work things out with the ex, which of course led to an even deeper depression after things didn't work out.I guess people really do grow apart.

I saw her a few weeks ago and she was looking beautiful. But the funny thing was I didn't miss her anymore. I didn't have the urge to hug her, or kiss her. For the first time ever, I looked at her like just another girl that I knew and not as my wife. It was so refreshing to be over her that I smiled. She asked me why And i told her that she looked nice and left it at that but It was a great feeling. I guess I finally love myself enough to stop hating life without her.