Growing up I was always one of the more popular people in the neighborhood. People grew attached to me from day one and once i made a friend they were a friend for life. I partied alot and traveled when ever possible. Everything was great. I was very out going , easy to talk to and life was easy for me.
These days i'm more of a homebody and the thing that bothers me now is that i'm content with that. I don't like being in big crowds anymore. I don't like clubs with all their loud music and people bumping into each other. But i'm trying to figure out what happened? How did I change so much? Sure going to the Army had a big impact on the way i deal with the everyday hustle and bustle (is that a word?) but i'm not the me i used to be. I wonder sometimes if its a good change. Sure i don't go out as much so i don't get caught up in the drama that goes on outside but am i really happy?
At work i'm great, best of the best, I take my job very seriously and i'm usually going above and beyond. But my social life is dead now. How did i get here i wonder sometimes. Am I gonna be that lonely old boss who's entire life is his job?